♠心情♠

如果，想找个词，，来代表我现在の心情···
我会找···

“嘂”

为什么是它？
什么意思？
怎样读法？

我也不知道···
这就是我的心情···
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一种前所未有の心情···
对这心情，既陌生，却又兴奋···
不抗拒，也不渴望···
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一种迷惘，却又清醒の状态···
不明白，却又不想搞明白···
想弄清意思，却又害怕了解···
既期待，却害怕···
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一种既熟悉，却又陌生の状态···
如果，在其中任何一个状态，我都可以很快解决···
但现在，所有东西混在一块时，已不是我能接受の东西了···
既烦恼，却又欢喜···
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还真的，自寻烦恼···

听歌 & 回忆

听着这首歌，
突然觉得好贴切···

哈哈···
开玩笑~

得空无聊列···
erms...
要干什么好？

不如···
就在这里，听歌，
然后想一想，你们の伴侣吧···

^^
共勉之···
（p/s : must listen whole song oo ^.^ thx for coop~ ^^V）

❤my frenz ❤

i hate the feeling of lonely...
i like the feel when we are gather...

i hate stay home alone...
i like stay home with all of u...

i hate stay home alone...
because this will make me keep thinking nonsense...
because it will make me became emo...
because it will make me memories how idiot am i before...

i hate the feeling of lonely...
because i already having it since i am 3 yrs old...
because i dun1 it to touch my memories of my family...
because i wish all people can be friend with me...

i like stay home with all of u...
because this will make me feel i still have my family...
because this will make me wont thinking some nonsense...
because this will make me temporary forget bout something...

i like the feeling when we are gather...
because it make all of us laugh together ^^
because it make us can having fun together ^^
because i can realise that i still my frenz...

ooooopppss ~  my dear frenz...
cheer up ^^

IF

if can...
i wish i can drunk ^^
because it can make me temporary get out from worries...
then i no need to bother all that thing again T.T

if can...
i wish i can smoke ^^
because it will make me look cool ?
no no no...
that will avoid me from taking the 2nd hand smoke T.T

if can...
i wish i can show my middle finger to them, and shout : FUCK YOU !!!
because it will make me feel more comfortable to them ^^
then i no need hide my impression of them anymore~

if can...
i wish i can beat them by using weapon ^^
because this will give them a unforgeable lesson...
then they wont bully or tease me any more~

but... just is " IF "
then mean, all that thing cant be happen in reality...
haha~
what can i do is...
just learn how to enjoy my life ^^

❤5 LESSON❤

Today, just went back from a camp...
learn many thing from there, also look many people from there...

Actually, pray for joining the camp, this camp let me clearly understand few thing,
and also learn some lesson ^^
New friend is for sure la, and also new attitude~

1st lesson...
Learn to say 4 word ^^
① Sorry
② Forgive Me
③ Thank You
④ I Love U
even though just is a simple 4 word...
but it make many sense to me...
TRY TO SAY IT TO YOURSELF...
YOU WILL LEARN SOMETHING FROM THERE~

2nd lesson...
Never try to mock other people...
this only will make them feel unhappy and also angry to u...
they just do their jobs, their also have their dignity...
try to respect, try to forgive, and try to understand~

3rd lesson...
Please be patient to kids...
Dun scold to them even though they are naughty and noisy...
but dun too protect them too, this will make them worst...
must clearly control the volume and language you use...
please say sorry to them after scolding them...

4th lesson...
Never try to tease other...
and also cheat people...
What Can You Do Is....
JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP !!!
say what will do, say what can do...
then everything will be settle~

5th lesson...
Learn something from the lamp...
the spirit of lamp...
lamp the wont light up without others，
and also wont slake before others...
light up, then all must light up...
slake, then all must slake...
and, this called as...
A TEAM SPIRIT~

突然の袭击

突然，无比の迷惘感，来袭~
如果？
要是？
不~并不是的，那些已不再适合我···

emo？
不能，说好了，不再emo的嘛~

坚持？
放手？
继续？
退缩？

无与伦比の迷惑，
是时候，有个照明灯の出现了···

是你？是他？
不知道~
只希望，它能快些出现 ~

if u decide to do so...
i will follow ur decision...
as u know, i never try to force u to making any decision...
because i hope you can smile always ^^

孤独の周日

孤独の感觉~
在久违后の今天，
又到来了···


老实说，
讨厌这感觉···
却无法避免它~


只好一直努力缩短我与他人の距离~
无论，付出の，是多还是少···
结果呢？
还不满意现在の结果···
依然有待加强~


今天~
被骂：放飞机~
反应：很冤枉~
原因：赶不上巴士~
后果：被他杯葛了整个下午~
后记：真的需要改改迟到の习惯了~
教训：以后要提早20分钟出门了~


其实~
我不怪他···
至少，他让我明白~
自己还有个缺点要改改啊~
嘻嘻···
XP~

what the....

for 1st time...
i knocking my head for 500 times~
waliao !!!
knock untill i wan fall down jor~
ishhhhhh~
i dun think i can accept it next time lo....
100% wont~

anyway~
today also feel happy la...
sing k with them and plan to play dota with them (but didn go for dota at last..)

haha~
what can i do nw ?
just can try to enjoys the remain days between us before us graduated lo....

Drive Angry & Frenz Birthday

today~
knew many secret from my frenz~
haiz...
what can do ?
luck always be with me T.T

i wan share something also didn't have the chance...

the most interesting thing is...
i finally can make others to share secret with me ^^
hurray ~

hehe~
having too much unforgettable memory today...
hope i will having the same memory in my remain day ^^
(i think 1 still having 1 trillion day remain XP..)

drive angry~
not bad at all la...
the security from hell damn funny lo...
make me keep laughing in cinema...
waliao~ really speechless~

lastly...
hope ur dream come true ya ^^ dude~

p/s: i think some1 will understand the last sentences~ cheer up~

2/3/2011

what a tired days....
haiz....
wake up so early but went bek so late....


hapi~
because having dinner with frenz at wangsa maju's chicken rice shop~
delicious leh~











after that, having a mahjong competition with housemate~
hehe~ but i lose alot to them T.T (all bully me de~ sad >_<" )


finally~
when finish mahjong, suddenly detected my frenz birthday today...
since i m so free~
so i do a slideshow for her~

just done it very simply ways....
as long as she can get the sincerity from me~


nw ar ?
so free wor... still dun1 sleep yet...
missing for sum1 ~
but she slept already la~
wakaka~ anyway~
hope all of us can have a nice day~
cheers up boys & gurls ~